Time To Say Goodbye

Time To Say Goodbye

by Simple Plan

I just don't want to waste another day

I'm trying to make things right

But you shove it in my face

And all those things you've done to me I can't erase

And I can't keep this inside

It's time to say goodbye

On the first day that I met you

I should have known to walk away

I should have told you you were crazy

And disappear without a trace

But instead I stood there waiting

Hoping you would come around

But you always found a way to let me down

[Chorus]

It's time to say goodbye

(I just don't want to waste another day)

It's time to say goodbye

(Cause things will never be the same)

It's time to say goodbye

(You make me sick I need to walk away)

It's time to say goodbye

It's time to say goodbye

After all the things I've done for you

You never tried to do the same

It's like you always play the victim

And I'm the one you always blame

When you need someone to save you

When you think you're going to drown

(Think you're going to drown)

You just grab your arms around me and pull me down

[Chorus]

Now I'm gone

It's too late

You can't fix

Your mistakes

I was trying to save you from you

So you scream

So you cry

I can see

Through your lies

You're just trying to change me

(Trying to change me)

Somewhere in the distance

There's a place for me to go

I don't want you to hate me

But I think you need to know

You're weighing on my shoulders

And I'm sick of feeling down

So I guess it's time for me to say goodbye

***

Begitu menutup telepon di pembicaraan kita yang terakhir, aku langsung menghadap-Nya. Tak ada waktu untuk menangis. Aku membuka facebook, mengganti status dan menghapus namamu dari daftar pertemanan. Aku bersihkan HP-ku dari semua sms dan daftar panggilan darimu. Terakhir, aku hapus nomormu dari memori di dalamnya.

Ketika tiba di kantor, aku terpikir untuk memblok alamatmu di e-mailku. Tapi aku telah berjanji, itulah satu-satunya media bagi kita berkomunikasi. Dan aku akan menepati janjiku. Meskipun aku tak berjanji akan membalasnya.

Dan ya, aku tahu suatu hari kamu akan berkunjung ke sini, duniaku, di blog ini. Silakan. Toh namamu memang pernah ada dalam cerita hidupku. Meskipun berakhir menyakitkan.

Selamat tinggal.